Mon Rest day
Tues 5 miles
Weds Rest day
Thurs 3 miles
Fri 13 miles
Sat Rest day/hang over (what? It's Easter!)
Sun 4 sicky, too hot-nightmare miles
Now that's out of the way, the topic I'm going to be covering today is grown-upishness. I am twenty seven years young (sonny Jim!), and now that Spring is ...err...springing (?), my Facebook feed is turning into a combination of two different kinds of status update. The classic Disney film Bambi was right all along. Spring gets everybody twitterpated. For those who haven't seen Bambi (what? How haven't you seen Bambi? Did you not have a childhood?!):
Here are the two statuses that I've been subject to:
Status One: Holy shit, we've made a human out of our combined DNA!
Status Two: Hurrah! We are contractually tying ourselves together as a public display of our enduring affections!
No complaints about the presence of these statuses. Number one blows my mind because it amazes me that people can make people out of themselves and number two is always good news because parties! Big, glamorous parties with dancing and friends!
It just weirds me out that my friends and I are at the age where spawning and conjoining are normal things that happen now. I am still a teenager in my mind, and have no bigger responsibility than keeping myself alive - a task monumental enough on its own. I'm hard work!
So, I've been thinking (oh dear). There are many, many more than two ways to feel like a grown-up. Despite my enduring love for sweets and near total lack of attention span
Hey, look, there's a dog outside! Hahaha, stupid dog...
...I can't avoid that I am getting older. I may not have a human in my pipe works, or a contractual agreement to like somebod indefinitely, but I am terrifyingly, undeniably climbing the ladder to adulthood. Evidence:
1. I have a pension! I have no idea how much I put into it each month or how it works. I could have signed up for the big boss to feed rolled up wads of my cash to their chihuahua once a month for all I know, but it makes me feel like a functioning adult to say I have one.
2. I am ridiculously hypersensitive about how everything I do/think/eat affects my health. This doesn't necessarily lead to better decisions, but at least I'm aware of how much visceral fat I'm clogging myself with whenever I have an ill advised Maoam/cheese/Pringles feast just because I can't think of anything better to do at the time.
3. I think about buying a house. A lot. So far, A and I have saved up enough to purchase maybe a toilet and a "Welcome" mat, but, hey, everyone needs a toilet.
4. Night times - especially week nights - are for waiting until bedtime. I LOVE bedtime! After the day's final bout of eating and sitting down is done, all I can think about is how much longer I have to wait before crawling under the squashy duvet and waiting for sweet, sweet unconsciousness. Even if "sweet unconsciousness" can sometimes mean the cat swatting my face to be let out, A snoring and me having the kinds of dreams that would terrify the most experienced of shrinks.
5. I have managed to live happily in the same rented accommodation for over three years now with not even a twinge of an urge to decorate it. It is a student-esque cesspit of dishes and floor-drobes (posh for "piles of clothes eveywhere but the actual wardrobe"). I have recently been experiencing a scarily strong compulsion to go out and buy curtains. Curtains!
6. I watch Homes Under The Hammer out of choice. I got out of bed specifically to watch it this morning. When did that start happening?!
7. I am three years off the big three-oh, but in order to soften the blow of the inevitability of not being in my twenties anymore, I have begun to prematurely identify as a thirty year old. Self defense mechanism, I think.
8. A trip to Starbucks and a walk "somewhere outdoorsy" is now an idea of a nice day out for me.
9. I use the term "nice day out."
I trust you're all having a lovely weekend, packed with "nice days out" and either binge drinking or going to places that your kids give you access to that would otherwise make you look like a creepy weirdo (petting zoo, anyone?). Now. Who's ready to go back to work? Walter?
"NOOOOOOOO!! You can't make me!!"
Happy Easter! xx